Sunday, May 23, 2010

up n down

sometimes feels lonely,
oh GOD please help me,
whatever I wish will not come true without the will of u Almighty.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Final exam

exam dh dekat... tapi sikap malas menjadi-jadi... ape perlu dibuat... 19 April first paper... doakan saya rakan2....

Monday, December 7, 2009

hard to believe tomorrow is final exam

exhausted, painful, terkuyak n rabok abis my head thinking can I survive for tomorrow final exam. I hope all thing in my mind will lay down on the paper tomorrow. Please don't just sleep in my head all the material that I have been studied. God, please help me to go through this hilarious exam... this will decide whether I learned something or not for this entire semester. Hopefully, I will get good grades for all courses this semester. Sigh... lamenye mase nak berlalu... klu boleh nak abis cepat2. I have a question, why when we are worried, we feel uncomfortable in our stomach especially before exam???

Saturday, December 5, 2009

cold, colder n coldest

Cold is really synonym with Edmonton. Snow never stop falling on Edmonton. This is the worst ever winter experience since yesterday was the first ever blizzard in my life. Even cars are stucked in the snow n buses are delayed. Usually, it takes me 5 minutes to go to work but right now it is about 15 minutes for me to arrive there.

The things that I like during winter time are less people come to my workplace and the business closed early. I can go back home early and have nice sleep. But wait final is just around the corner. I need to sacrifice to study a lot just for 2 weeks for a better result this fall term. I have
pet e 362 on this Tuesday, chem 371 on Wednesday, pet e 364 on next Monday n finally pet e 365 on next Tuesday.

The next day after pet e 365, I am going to Vancouver and Seattle just to see something new and get away from this COLDEST E in the world. I feel so sleepy... tdo la lagi bagus... chow swisso bro

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Rumahku syurgaku...

After waiting for about 1 year, finally, my application to move in to new room which is a one bedroom apartment was accepted. I am really happy since 1 year ago, I lived with disgusting roommate . Let me show you how my new room looks like:

Living room

Study space


Although this house is really nice for me, it is just temporary because I live in this house just for a while till I finish study at this university. Nothing is better than my house in Malaysia. I got my my own bed, and my own stuff... home sweet home... But most important is I got my family inside the house. Here, I am just alone. By the way, alhamdulillah I still have a house to live in compared to homeless people.

I miss this house.

My father sometimes told me, "Make your small house as a small heaven on earth". This seems to be true for me right. Betcha , Abah.....

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Friends... happiness or headache

"True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
- George Washington

Sigh... lately I am really tired of thinking this friendship matter. Why this happen although I did not ask for it... misunderstanding, different feeling, different rhythm and many stupid things appear at this moment. "Kalau tiada angin masakan pokok boleh bergoyang". Although I play tabla, u play guitar, but still we can create beautiful harmony if we have some sort of understanding. I have tried to understand all my friend feeling but it was really hard to know what was deep inside my friend's heart...If all my friend tell me what they like, what they don't , it will be easy for me to avoid doing so and so but maybe the problem due to "nak simpan2 takut tersinggung".

"To be depressed is to be lonely; to have a friend is to be happy..." - Guido
Sometimes this quote maybe true but for me to be lonely is better rather than make other friends feel hurt. But, please don't forget me if I become lonely coz now slowly i feel it ... no worries it just takes a while to get use to it. For example, if ur "friends" just pick up ur call suddenly when they hear ur voice, they quickly reject the call, what did u feel? Then, u try to sent a text just ask a simple question, what's the problem n hoping for answer but till now no answer is given. I see double disappointment in this situation."Friends", can you please take just 1 minute out of ur 24hrs for replying this msg.

"A true friend stabs you in the front."- Oscar Wilde

This quote may has different version by Mr Akmal Mehat when he describes our friendship...

" A true friend always backstab his or her friend" - Akmal Mehat

Hahahahaa. Sorry for using ur name in my post. Stabs you in front means u say bad thing about ur friend to him only not to other people without he or she knowing that.

For me everything happen for good reason. Maybe our Creator wants to test whether we are patient or not and maybe if we went through all the test successfully, better relationship will be established. Just go through the flow.

I believed that "Dalam kegembiraan mesti ada satu kedukaan, dlm kedukaan mesti ada sezarah kegembiraan". Sezarah kegembiraan mungkin lebih manis berbanding segala kegembiraan.
Last but not least, please appreciate ur friends when they are near u ... find millions friends, avoid any enemy.
God, please make me strong coz I really don't want to brake the friendship with the people who are already my friend.

"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods."
- Artistotle

Thanks to all of u who being my friend whenever I am happy, n whenever I am in problem.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

chocolate by yasmin ahmad

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